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so about 7 years ago my father past away in a car accident. completely unexpected but i've dealt with the grief and accepted the fact that he is happier now. I dated a guy for 3 years, who i was head of heels for to the end, until he cheated on me and completely crushed me about a year ago. Then i met another guy who i was CRAZY for but lived 900 miles away but we talked everyday and occasionally we'd fly over to spend time together, but never dated because of the distance. While that was going on i met another guy who i worked with that cared SO much about me, but didnt give me that "crazy spark" so i couldnt bring myself to settle and be WITH him. About a month ago i met a new guy who lives a few states away that ill be going to college with, that i kinda fell for but didnt have enough time to connect with to really actually be into him......NOW....
recently, just this summer, in fact. I've been having dreams about the past men i have been with.
Also i have been in horrible relationships in the past
i had a dream one night that one of them was a killer and i accepted it, as long as he didnt hurt me.
Another one was about me doing cocaine with a different guy, which i have never done, nor plan on doing.
i dont know why i keep having these dreams. im sure it has something to do with my dad and the fact that i cant let myself get serious with someone lately...
please if you have any sensable ideas i would love to hear them...
no jacka$$ remarks. im really starting to freak myself out with these dreams
recently, just this summer, in fact. I've been having dreams about the past men i have been with.
Also i have been in horrible relationships in the past
i had a dream one night that one of them was a killer and i accepted it, as long as he didnt hurt me.
Another one was about me doing cocaine with a different guy, which i have never done, nor plan on doing.
i dont know why i keep having these dreams. im sure it has something to do with my dad and the fact that i cant let myself get serious with someone lately...
please if you have any sensable ideas i would love to hear them...
no jacka$$ remarks. im really starting to freak myself out with these dreams