Farhad Koushan
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them. please help!!? My family has been very hard on me lately and im having trouble coping. My parents have been divorced since i was one, and i live with my mom and her parents in one house, and my dad and my stepmom in the other. My mom has been ridiculously hard on me to get good grades and to do everything i can to succeed. although this is good, it has gotten to the point where all we do is fight. morning noon and night. and on top of that, my grandparents keep telling me how bad they feel for my mom because she is wasting her time with a failure like me. I swear i try to do everything i can to try and make them all happy and i can't do it no matter what. I never thought about it but im seriously considering committing suicide. I can't handle it anymore. and i had problems with my dad because the came grandparents told me about the attrocities my dad committed during my parents marriage and how he ruined everyones life including mine. i feel so alone and i dont know what to do. on top of that, ive always had confidence problems now and again, and this makes me feel worse. like if i cant make my own family happy, what sort of kid am I? and i know i can do what they say, but most attempts bring failure and thats y ive stopped trying. i have no one to vent to because im the one person that everyone has problems with in this family. i have 2 uncles, 4 girl cousins and my mom and my grandparents all having constant problems with me. everythng has become so overhwelming, that drugs have stopped working for me at all. I wan to et emancipated but it seems to be that its difficult to do so because there is a very low success rate for teens. i dont know what else to do and i cant handle it. and my mom works in singapore, and my dad in los angeles. both are far from me so i cant go to my dads as easily as a month ago. please help me understand how to help myself or what to do so that i can be happy and avoid suicide. Im 17 and a junior in high school in california. any and all honest help is appreciated. i know this may not be as bad as other situations but honestly the mental toll is enough for me to take desperate measures.
if any additional info is needed to help, email me and let me know and ill get it to u
if any additional info is needed to help, email me and let me know and ill get it to u