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Shelby C
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together yet but i know we will? him and my sis have 2 kids together and theyve been married for almost 4 years. he told me he started liking me 3 years ago and ive liked him for awhile now i dont think i liked him 3 years ago tho but im pretty sure i love him now he can be really sweet and i just idk this whole thing was supposed to just about sex when it started a month ago but im a virgin so ive been nervous about doing anything with him and hes been really good about waiting till im ready but it kinda turned into more we really enjoy spending time together and he telle me that and he has touched me down there but i do know that sex is a big part of our relationship but i think i may want more than just sex and idk what to do i love my sis and i dont want him to leave her for me but then again i think i do im so confused idk what to do we talk most by text while hes at work and im at school and ive decided i was gonna break up with him if you can call it that tons of times i wrote up the text and everything i just cant ever send it i did try one time but he started talking about how hes sorry and he doesnt want to loose me and i just couldnt do it it doesnt help that i really dont wanna end it i love getting to spend time with him and i really want my first time to be with him so bad but i know i shouldnt be doing this if my sis found out she would be really hurt shes made comments about how me act before and she acted pissed bout it so i know it wouldnt be hard for her to guess something is going on but i really dont want her to know it would kill her to know we did this but i dont think i can stop so please dont tell me to just end it i cant just help me figure out what i should do should i try to get it to be more with him or should i just leave things as they are and see what happens and deal with the consequences later and i know there will be big ones if this ever comes out and dont just call me a whore or a slut i already know that and dont just say hes using me i know its possible and probable but i really dont think its like that if i tell him flat out no about anything he wont push it if he knows i really dont want to hes not a bad guy at all e-mail me or whatever if u want to know more i really really need some advice and would love someone to talk to about this i obviously cant talk to anyone in my family and none of my friends can know about this