Im 19yrs old, in highschool i had a few best friends, i was soo shy. Never had a gf.
Then i went to some crazy public university, and totally changed. Im more open social and so on
There was 1 girl, shallowest person i met, that i gave into, put in front of school everything, and she ****** me over at the last 3 weeks of college. I brought her out to eat every other day, was there for her each time she was upset. I hated her since she made me feel depressed, cause she's shallow judged other people, only talked about doing illegal things. Im the complete opposite. I drove her to class, treated her like a princess. I drive a new bmw too with subwoofers (not trying to sound cocky, cause im far from it)
Ive been depressed just week after week and im finally over it cause i lost 5 grand, a shitty first year.
The reason why i stayed with a person that bad was cause im feared that no one will look past my disability. I walk a bit weird since i was born with it.
I just have bad anxiety that alot of girls will judge me. Everyone compliments me saying im the nicest kid, and im sweet and everything. I cant change that part of me, so i try to be the best personality wise, and i love my personality.
I just hate being afraid of interacting with girls now, because i just think they'll not look at me through my flaws.
Then i went to some crazy public university, and totally changed. Im more open social and so on
There was 1 girl, shallowest person i met, that i gave into, put in front of school everything, and she ****** me over at the last 3 weeks of college. I brought her out to eat every other day, was there for her each time she was upset. I hated her since she made me feel depressed, cause she's shallow judged other people, only talked about doing illegal things. Im the complete opposite. I drove her to class, treated her like a princess. I drive a new bmw too with subwoofers (not trying to sound cocky, cause im far from it)
Ive been depressed just week after week and im finally over it cause i lost 5 grand, a shitty first year.
The reason why i stayed with a person that bad was cause im feared that no one will look past my disability. I walk a bit weird since i was born with it.
I just have bad anxiety that alot of girls will judge me. Everyone compliments me saying im the nicest kid, and im sweet and everything. I cant change that part of me, so i try to be the best personality wise, and i love my personality.
I just hate being afraid of interacting with girls now, because i just think they'll not look at me through my flaws.