Chris Johnson
New member
Over the past month, my life has turned to a rotten pile of shit. School is going bad and my grades are all F's. On Thursday, I don't particularly know why, but I was sitting on my bed and I decided to grab my pocket knive and cut at my arm in different places. I never did it before so I was scared. But I kept doing it and I think I like it. I hate the pain, but I guess I just want people at my school to notice the marks. I know I'm a pathetic loser for cutting myself for attention, but I don't think I do it all for attention. I actually stole my mom's prescription drugs and I took a lot. They're pills and I took a lot and I'm going to take them at school. They can get me really high. I guess I just don't care about anything anymore. I already know that I sound like a jerk cutting myself for attention, and I feel like I'm trying to get mote attention by coming on here, but I don't know. I just need help.