im really confused since a few week ends ago i kissed a girl for the 1st time ( im a girl btw ) and stayed at hers, nothing sexual happened though, but since then i cant stop thinking about this girl, iv spoken to her, shes engaged but that's besides the point, im not attracted to all girls, ive only ever been attracted to two and thought their good looking is the girl a kissed and a girl i met yesterday. All i think about now is being with a girl and not a boy but before i met this girl i was so into getting a boyfriend in a good settled relationship, baby etc. Know i don't evan think twice about boys im so confused! because i don't want to be gay/bi because i wouldn't want anyone or my family to know and thing bad of me. But evan though i 'like' girls i still really want a baby :s By the way before you think i may be a little child confused and still hasn't grown up, im 18 
has anyone got any advise, im so sorry for the essay though i just need some help :/
has anyone got any advise, im so sorry for the essay though i just need some help :/