I'm confused about my sexuality?

Nicole.

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I'm a female and I'm 16 years old in my junior year of high school. I was born and raised Christian Catholic, so my entire family is completely against homosexuals. But I first realized I was attracted to girls was when I was young. Around the age of 6 or 7, I know this is weird, but i would always like looking at the female body rather than the male body. I also wanted to marry a girl rather than a boy. To this day, I find that I get more turned on when looking at a girl's body than a guys, so it's safe to say I am both sexually and physically attracted to them. Where as I only find myself physically attracted to men.
Also, I was once at my friend's party when she decided to play spin the bottle. I found my self excited when kissing both sexes.
I've never been in a relationship with either sex. But I could honestly say I could see myself being with a girl. When I think about being with a guy, I feel like I could, but then I start thinking about how I find most men the same. What I mean by that is that they want sex, and I don't feel as comfortable with having sex with a man than with a woman.
Does this make me a lesbian or bisexual? I feel very frustrated and confused when I think about it, and I'd really appreciate getting some advice or help.
Also, I apologize for writing so much haha.
 
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