I'm Clean Again..

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Hi all, I hope this reaches you in good health and spirits. I haven't been around for a little bit and thought I'd drop by and see how eveyone is doing. I myself well let's just say I'm starting over. I unfortunatley fell off the wagon in July and have been using up til a couple days ago. In that time I OD'd twice once needing life support for 4 days. I was doing so well I thought. Then in a blink of an eye gone were the thoughts of the terrbile pain that WD's bring, I didn't even think twice about all the hard work I had put into being clean. Sad to say I don't think I cared. So here I sit AGAIN sick as a dog wondering if I'll ever beat this demon. Heroin has taken so much of my life away yet I continue to give to this addiction,I have given my family,house,good job ,my self respect and my life in general. I want to beat this. I want my life back, I was so happy clean. It was almost 90 days when I started again. I feel ignorant for this. I guess it just proves that the "just one" theory is bunk . Take Care

Peace Love and Skittles
 
I'm a heroin addict too, I also relapsed in July. Are you quitting cold turkey? I'm so scared of the withdrawals
 
hey cakes - im sorry to hear about your fall. though im sure you'll learn from this in a big way. and im totally sure you'll be back on the wagon asap.

keep it up - great to hear from you :)
 
Hi Cakes! I'm feeling your mental and physical pain. How about giving Methadone maintenance a try, or is that something you've already done? Memere (KathyMac)
 
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