Bridgette_Aire
New member
I have been sick ever since I was born... not with a disease, but with severe flu-like symptoms. I constantly run a fever, I've been home schooled since I was 4, and I always feel terrible.... I haven't got any friends, or a social life, because as far as I know it's contagious, and I don't want anyone else to have it. My parents rarely see me, because they don't want it. I have to stay in my room, and I'm only visited when my mom has prepared a meal, or has to take care of me, never just to talk. I live a solitary life... I've tried going to different doctors, and that is the only time I'm able to get out and go anywhere. They can't figure out what I have, they've run different tests, but it all shows up as the flu. I'm tired of being sick... My skin hurts all the time, I never stop coughing, my throat hurts constantly, my sinuses swell and hurt, I HATE IT!!! I can't play sports, I can't do anything fun.... I've never been to the beach, never gone swimming, never been shopping, never even hung out with friends..... It hurts... I have random periods of depression, they aren't very often, but they're severe. I'm feeble, and very weak... I don't feel pretty... I can't live a normal life because I'm plagued with my illness.... have any of you suffered with this problem? And do you have any suggestions on what I could do, or who I could go to to get rid of this?? I want to live a normal teenage life... I'm 15, and I haven't got a single REAL friend... only people I meet online... and they're not real friends. I want to go to an amusement park... I've only read about them... My life sucks. I want out. I'm tired of this. I want to live a normal life!!! I'm tired of being sick all the time!!! HELP!!