Ichi von Asien
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...behind the shadows.? It's been 4 long, cold, and sad years since I had a girlfriend and now I don't even know what to do. I'm a senior in H.S. and I haven't been to a single party or school dance ever since I entered H.S. I suck at making friends, I have more fingers than actual friends. My parents are, ermmm...I don't wanna talk about it. My job sucks and I have a feeling that I'm gonna get fired sooner or later. My grades are good but it's doesn't help me at all with my social life. The only two girlfriends that I had told me that they don't know what they saw in me. Am I going to die alone? I'm 18 years old btw, don't give the plain old B.S. "You're still young! You'll be just fine."
I'm sure as hell that I'm a nice person since I always show kindness to people around me no matter who they are. Well maybe it's the way I look? Many people have told me that I'm hideous...I don't really care anymore. All I wanna know is, should I just end everything now? It feels like I'm doing everyone a huge favor by voluntarily putting an end to my pathetic existence.
I'm sure as hell that I'm a nice person since I always show kindness to people around me no matter who they are. Well maybe it's the way I look? Many people have told me that I'm hideous...I don't really care anymore. All I wanna know is, should I just end everything now? It feels like I'm doing everyone a huge favor by voluntarily putting an end to my pathetic existence.