okay i am 15 years old and i think i am gay. i REALLY don't want to be. i know that is stupid and i should just accept it and move on but i can't. i don't like it and i am terrified. i came out as being bi and i don't even like that. i'll admit i've had trouble with porn and i hate myself i've even started cutting because of it. does anyone know where i can go to get help? preferable online cause i wouldn't feel comfortable talking about this face to face with someone.