Im 15 and im having a baby, please read before you judge me.?

mexicana

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im just a normal teenage girl like alot of other 15 year old i love to hang out with my friends and go out.
i was with one of my friends about 2 months ago and we just got out of school and he drove me home but he wanted to stop on a side road to talk.. so i was like ok..? but he started to touch me and i let him at first cuz idk why but i did and then i started to figure out wat he wanted to do when he unbottoned my pants... i kept telling him to stop
and he didnt, he raped me.

this feels good to get this off my chest i havnt told anyone about the rape.

i missed my period last month and i thought maybe its just stress and when i missed it this month i knew something was wrong weither i had something wrong with me or.. i was pregnant.

the moment the test showed up 2 lines i fell to my bed crying and i have been in my room the past few days since i found out..

i dont know what to do i feel so stupid im tooo young i dont want to have a baby.

my dad is suppost to buy me a car for my 16th birthday and hes not going to once he knows im having a baby

i heard that you get looser.. once you give birth. and i dont want to be loose just yet i want to get married and be with my husband..


i feel like its all my fault maybe it was what i was wearing i dont think it was revealing. was it something i said to him that made him think it was ok to do that to me..
theres so many questions that dont have any answers im so confused

i dont have anyone to talk to everyone in my family is focused on my sister she is 18 and she has a son and no one in my family cares about me all they care about is her and her son.

i dont believe in abortions and i would never give my child up for adoption but idk what to do.
 
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