Clara Skarlet
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market. (read details)? The Guy that i have a crush on also gave me his number when i asked for it. He smiled, and gave it to me when I asked for it. EVERYONE In my family KNOWS how much I love him. Some Are glad. some aren't too happy about it. But I don't care that some of them don't like it that i am 100% in love with everything about this guy. I text him sometimes. he always texts back. He don't seem to care that i am younger than him. Problem is, he has a girlfriend, and every time he is with her , I fall apart. I can't stand to see them together. :\ I can't love anyone like the way i love him, he's perfect for me. When I'm 16 he'll be 21. that sounds like a good age to be with him , doesn't it? yeah, but i don't care about our ages, don't focus on age. focus on love. i should just kill myself if anyone answers like "hes to old for you" . He don't care if I'm 13. Hey, At least I'm not 10. I Love him more than i love anyone. Seriously.. I really need to know how I can get him too hang out with me more. We only talk on text, and we both have each others number. we don't talk on the phone, he never calls me, but we text. And I go to the place he works at just for HIM, ONLY. I never buy anything anymore. He's On my mind, 24/7. In my dreams. And He Lives 20 minutes away from me. We both live in the United states, Pennsylvania. Today my dad sat in the car , while I got out to go in the store to talk to my crush. And he came out with his girlfriend , talking to her. I yelled 'HI MIKE! 
" he looked at me and smiled and flipped his hair at me and went in the car and kept glancing at me. I then went back in my dads car. and then we drove off, and a love song came on the radio, and i was tearing up really bad. :c Thinking of my crush.. He smiles at me alot, and even when i talk to him on text he says haha alot. He called his freakin girlfriend his fiancee, once, and called her his girlfriend more than once. I never actually remember seeing a ring on him. He might have one, but I never saw it. I hope their not engaged, cause if they are, I.. I need him..I'll kill myself if they get married. I at least wanna go to the amusement park or the movies with him and never no sexual thing with him, but hes a chilled out guy, so he's NOT a perv. He drove off too his house with his girlfriend the last time i saw him, going back to what i said when i was in my dads car. his girlfriend also works at the same supermarket. I'm not sure if his girlfriend drives, she might.. but i just saw them get in HIS car together. >:l I had a boyfriend that was 17 on the internet once for 2 years. We never fought and were happy together. He was a Canadian, but I'm only telling you about the guy in canada right now cause we had a happy relationship online until he said he had a tumor, and i webcamed with his mom and she said, he died, while she was crying a lil, she always supported me and my online bf's relationship. :l I love him and miss him as much as i love the 18 yr old at the supermarket. They both look similar to each other. the online guy loved me and dident have a gf, until he found me that one day. But now he's dead. Soo, I dont love him anymore, i got over him cause he died. But it took me a long time to get over him. And Me and the guy at the supermarket now have a friendship. Anyways, the last time i texted him was on saturday. He was like "my class has a show, that im on alot" and im like "awesome, ill watch for you" hes like " um. okay.my girlfriend usually watches for me." and im like "well ill still watch for you" he's like " um okay. she gets mad jelous though" I'm like "then dont tell her that im gonna watch for you" he never replied back. I dont know why. But, who knows. No, I'm not gonna find someone thats my age, i love older guys. No, I CANT get over him. Me and him have been texting since last Sunday. and he known about me for about 5 weeks. I wanna hang with him, like go somewhere with him. My dad will let me, my mom wont. How do try and hang out with him face to face? the only place i ever see him face to face is when i go to the store he works at. And he lives in a medium sized town. I go there ALOT. I might bump into him one day in that town. I could bump into him anywhere, cause we both go to alot of the same stores. But I just wanna do something with him... :l I'd go out with him.. but.. his girlfriend. >:l im thinking about making a voodoo doll to make him fall in love with me. But most of the materials to do that are well it's risky. But I want him to love me. I told him I'm emo. whitch i am. He has long flippy brown hair just like me. If me and him were turned around side by side you'd get confused whitch one is him. you might, you might not. But Yea, how do i get to hang with him without his gf getting in the way? She lo
" he looked at me and smiled and flipped his hair at me and went in the car and kept glancing at me. I then went back in my dads car. and then we drove off, and a love song came on the radio, and i was tearing up really bad. :c Thinking of my crush.. He smiles at me alot, and even when i talk to him on text he says haha alot. He called his freakin girlfriend his fiancee, once, and called her his girlfriend more than once. I never actually remember seeing a ring on him. He might have one, but I never saw it. I hope their not engaged, cause if they are, I.. I need him..I'll kill myself if they get married. I at least wanna go to the amusement park or the movies with him and never no sexual thing with him, but hes a chilled out guy, so he's NOT a perv. He drove off too his house with his girlfriend the last time i saw him, going back to what i said when i was in my dads car. his girlfriend also works at the same supermarket. I'm not sure if his girlfriend drives, she might.. but i just saw them get in HIS car together. >:l I had a boyfriend that was 17 on the internet once for 2 years. We never fought and were happy together. He was a Canadian, but I'm only telling you about the guy in canada right now cause we had a happy relationship online until he said he had a tumor, and i webcamed with his mom and she said, he died, while she was crying a lil, she always supported me and my online bf's relationship. :l I love him and miss him as much as i love the 18 yr old at the supermarket. They both look similar to each other. the online guy loved me and dident have a gf, until he found me that one day. But now he's dead. Soo, I dont love him anymore, i got over him cause he died. But it took me a long time to get over him. And Me and the guy at the supermarket now have a friendship. Anyways, the last time i texted him was on saturday. He was like "my class has a show, that im on alot" and im like "awesome, ill watch for you" hes like " um. okay.my girlfriend usually watches for me." and im like "well ill still watch for you" he's like " um okay. she gets mad jelous though" I'm like "then dont tell her that im gonna watch for you" he never replied back. I dont know why. But, who knows. No, I'm not gonna find someone thats my age, i love older guys. No, I CANT get over him. Me and him have been texting since last Sunday. and he known about me for about 5 weeks. I wanna hang with him, like go somewhere with him. My dad will let me, my mom wont. How do try and hang out with him face to face? the only place i ever see him face to face is when i go to the store he works at. And he lives in a medium sized town. I go there ALOT. I might bump into him one day in that town. I could bump into him anywhere, cause we both go to alot of the same stores. But I just wanna do something with him... :l I'd go out with him.. but.. his girlfriend. >:l im thinking about making a voodoo doll to make him fall in love with me. But most of the materials to do that are well it's risky. But I want him to love me. I told him I'm emo. whitch i am. He has long flippy brown hair just like me. If me and him were turned around side by side you'd get confused whitch one is him. you might, you might not. But Yea, how do i get to hang with him without his gf getting in the way? She lo