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Kirsty
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I really don't understand how my "friends" can actually call themselves my friends? I live a couple of hours away from them all and I make an effort nearly every weekend to get there to see them and to catch up. The moment I ask them to come up for a visit "Sorry, it's too far. I'll see you again next time you're down this way"
I feel like I'm making all this effort and recieving nothing in return. Like I listen to and help them all with their issue when they're down. The moment I have something wrong... "Get over it!" is always the response.
This doesn't only go for my friends, this is also towards my so called "boyfriend" who hasn't actually SEEN me in over 6 weeks!! He still claims that he wants to be together and that he's just got a few things to work out, yet then goes and tells me about all this stuff he's done with he's friends... things WE were meant to do, but he said he physically couldn't at the moment
I know that there is nothing wrong with me, so what's going on?
I'm always there for my friends and boyfriend if they need me, hell I go out of my way, cancelling other things just to be around them if they're upset and need some company.
I've lost friends over other friends, even lost my best friend over my boyfriend.
They all keep telling me I'm just making something out of nothing, but that would only be true if this was the beginning of all of this. This has been going on for years and with multiple other people!!
I constantly feel like I am being taken advantage of!
I'm nice, I'm honest, I never keep secrets, I'm always there for them, I used to even skip classes at university for friends. So why can't they actually make an effort to BE my friend?
I even asked my boyfriend to stay up here with me again, he's response "can't we wait until you're back around here next time?"
I'm so p*ssed off with the lot of them and ready to tell them ALL where to go!!
I'm just so lost at what to do. I feel so alone and even when I try to talk to my parents (who also don't ever come up to visit me, it's always me who has to drive the couple of hours to see them), they rush me off the phone.
I feel like no one wants to be around me or even know that I exist.
To make things clear, no I am NOT suicidal, so don't worry about me doing stupid things. Probably about the stupidest thing I could do at the moment (which right now sounds pretty damn good) would be to tell them to all to go to hell and leave me the f*ck alone.
I'm just really really pissed off if you can't already tell.
Thankyou Hopewriter, I am trying to cut back on seeing them, but then they assume that I am sh*tty with them, and then crack it with me. So it ends up even worse and it's "all my fault" apparently.
As for my boyfriend, 4 weeks ago, I told him that I was getting sick of arranging dates/get togethers and having him cancel on me at the last moment. So I said that I will give him space and to tell me when he's available. Well nothing yet, at all. I asked if he still seriously wanted to see me, and he said if he didn't, he would've told me by now.
Thankyou for your response though, it made me smile
I feel like I'm making all this effort and recieving nothing in return. Like I listen to and help them all with their issue when they're down. The moment I have something wrong... "Get over it!" is always the response.
This doesn't only go for my friends, this is also towards my so called "boyfriend" who hasn't actually SEEN me in over 6 weeks!! He still claims that he wants to be together and that he's just got a few things to work out, yet then goes and tells me about all this stuff he's done with he's friends... things WE were meant to do, but he said he physically couldn't at the moment
I know that there is nothing wrong with me, so what's going on?
I'm always there for my friends and boyfriend if they need me, hell I go out of my way, cancelling other things just to be around them if they're upset and need some company.
I've lost friends over other friends, even lost my best friend over my boyfriend.
They all keep telling me I'm just making something out of nothing, but that would only be true if this was the beginning of all of this. This has been going on for years and with multiple other people!!
I constantly feel like I am being taken advantage of!
I'm nice, I'm honest, I never keep secrets, I'm always there for them, I used to even skip classes at university for friends. So why can't they actually make an effort to BE my friend?
I even asked my boyfriend to stay up here with me again, he's response "can't we wait until you're back around here next time?"
I'm so p*ssed off with the lot of them and ready to tell them ALL where to go!!
I'm just so lost at what to do. I feel so alone and even when I try to talk to my parents (who also don't ever come up to visit me, it's always me who has to drive the couple of hours to see them), they rush me off the phone.
I feel like no one wants to be around me or even know that I exist.
To make things clear, no I am NOT suicidal, so don't worry about me doing stupid things. Probably about the stupidest thing I could do at the moment (which right now sounds pretty damn good) would be to tell them to all to go to hell and leave me the f*ck alone.
I'm just really really pissed off if you can't already tell.
Thankyou Hopewriter, I am trying to cut back on seeing them, but then they assume that I am sh*tty with them, and then crack it with me. So it ends up even worse and it's "all my fault" apparently.
As for my boyfriend, 4 weeks ago, I told him that I was getting sick of arranging dates/get togethers and having him cancel on me at the last moment. So I said that I will give him space and to tell me when he's available. Well nothing yet, at all. I asked if he still seriously wanted to see me, and he said if he didn't, he would've told me by now.
Thankyou for your response though, it made me smile