theres this girl, her names not important since you might never know her, or me anyway. iv know her since freshman year, she dropped out on our junior year so i didnt see her much, but she lives really close to me, and i can easily talk to her since we have a lot of mutual friends, ok heres the deal, both me and my best friend like her, shes a really great person, i guess i like her, iv even had dreams about her, and i cant stop thinkin about her. thing is i have a gf, whom under certain circumstances i cant leave, atleast not at the moment, or any time soon. and i know this but i still cant stop thinkin about this other girl, and on top of that i feel horrible since my best friend likes her too, now when i say best friend, i mean better friends than turk and jd on scrubs, better friends than penut butter and jelly (lol)
soo, i dont understand, knowing all of this, why i still think about her. and if theres anything i can tell myself to maybe stop?
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i guess you should know i dont exactly like the girl im with, thing is if i dont stay with her she will stop eating, and start cutting herself again, i cant bring myself to leave her knowing she will do this, before you suggest telling her parents or asking her to go to a psychiatrist she already goes to one, and her parents know that she cuts herself and hardly eats, so none of that will help.
its gotten so bad she has to kind of force me sleep with her, and im not saying shes ugly or anything, shes a beautiful girl, i just, dont love her more than as friends.
before you ask why i sleep with her its because of the same erason why i wont leave her, if i dont she will think shes inadequate and cut herself or stop eating to get skinny etc.
soo, i dont understand, knowing all of this, why i still think about her. and if theres anything i can tell myself to maybe stop?
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i guess you should know i dont exactly like the girl im with, thing is if i dont stay with her she will stop eating, and start cutting herself again, i cant bring myself to leave her knowing she will do this, before you suggest telling her parents or asking her to go to a psychiatrist she already goes to one, and her parents know that she cuts herself and hardly eats, so none of that will help.
its gotten so bad she has to kind of force me sleep with her, and im not saying shes ugly or anything, shes a beautiful girl, i just, dont love her more than as friends.
before you ask why i sleep with her its because of the same erason why i wont leave her, if i dont she will think shes inadequate and cut herself or stop eating to get skinny etc.