I went to the ER yesterday morning, saw the triage nurse and than left..

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Fruit Loops

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I feel so stupid? I went to the E.R. yesterday morning because I've been having way too many thoughts of killing myself.. So I saw the nurse at triage and told her I would like to see a psychiatrist, I have a history of depression and anxiety and I have medical records at a few different hospitals, and blah blah. and she asked if I had suicidal thoughts, and I said that it was either me going to the hospital or overdosing this morning.. so I went to the E.R...She than told me to go register at the counter, which I did and than I left.. I couldn't wait around and I don't know why.. I felt like an idiot and left.. Now what.. I screwed up. I don't know how to get help

I feel so stupid and I know I should be in the hospital, and I don't know why I left.. and I even called my therapist and fired her and said I never want to see her again. I'm doing stuff that I would of never done before. I hate everything. I'm thinking about suicide so much.. I know the ER's are busy and don't have time for some girl who wants to kill herself, but what can I do
 
your life is precious and you probable hear this all the time from people trying to stop you from hurting yourself but it is true. all of the feeling you are experiencing will make it hard to go on. you may feel like you have no one but you do he is always there and will listen to all you have to say. god will help you be strong. i hope what i have said helps. i have had a lot of hard times too and the only thing that helped me is him.

from someone who thinks your life is important
 
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