I was in a car accident recently and I dragged my friend out to save his life, but

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corgiesrule

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I think anyone would have dragged him from under the car. It sounds to me like his injuries were fatal even if he had been left under the car. If you had left him there and he died, you would be blaming yourself for that too. You need something more intense that a few psychologist office visits. Check yourself into a mental health facility for a week or so for intensive therapy. Your drunken rampage is a cry for help, get some before you hurt someone and then you will have something to really be guilty about.
 
the dragging killed him.? I can't feel anything but GUILT now, I should have known that dragging his body from under the car would have rendered his heart attack worse since he was already in shock and his left arm was cut off, right abdomen slashed open, 3rd degree burns to his left interior bones on left leg, and a concussion. Most of these were visible, but under the flipped truck I thought that the fire was too much for him, and I dragged him and HIS ARM out of the crash. The doctors said he died from the further shock of seeing his arm, which in my screwed up minds haze thought that it could be re-attached. Gilbert suffered multiple heart attacks, psychologists cannot help me! Does anyone have any input, someone with a similar problem or who can relate? Since the crash I already have been jailed 3 times, I went on a drunken rampage also high on oxycodone, and smashed through a random persons house at 3 am, ran in and grabbed a husband and wife while sleeping, and thumped the wifes head into the pillowed screaming (apparently), " KEEP GOOD CARE OF GILBERT! HOW CAN YOU LET HIM SLEEP KNOWING PEOPLE LIKE ME CAN COME IN AND KILL HIM (refering to husband?)." The husband then grabbed me and smashed my face through a window and the whole crash reoccurred to me in a flashback. I am also thinking along the lines of suicide.. Thanks for reading...
 
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