I wanted to hate her, but when I got into a car accident, all I could think

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about was her? She's this beautiful model, who use to work for Prada, and LV, I don't know why, but she's got alot of self esteem problems. Since I've known her she's always asking why I am with her, or that she doesn't deserve me. To be honest, I can't put my finger on it either. We got into a big argument a few weeks ago. She said some awful things, but has since apologized, and wants to forget the fight happened.

A week ago, before we made up, I got into a car accident. I was driving with the cruise control on, and it was raining heavily. I started skidding across the water; my car is spun on the highway, swipes all the lanes, and I end up in a ditch. I stared blankly at the windshield, and still moving wipers; my friends though I was in shock, because I just sat there. But really I was just thinking of her. After a few minutes, we pushed the car out of the ditch, there were no damages. She knows I got into this accident, but I didn't tell her I was thinking of her. Maybe I was too proud to tell her, because it meant she hurt me. But now I am thinking I should. Do you think it would freak her out? Should I tell her? I think it'll let her know that I do want to be with her, and maybe it'll help her self esteem. Sorry, it's a repost. I wanted to clarify that I thought of her while I was sitting in the ditch...she didn't cause the accident, by me thinking of her.
 
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