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i donot talk or i donot know how to talk with friendsor relatives.....they say that i am unknown or not living in city or in world..........i remain inside my house thinking if i am suffering from autism because i remain in my own world......i havent celebrated my birthday in hotel or outside and havent invited my friends in my birthday becuse i have a fear......... because i have a fear i dont know what kind ...now i am in class XII and hardly few months remain for boards.......i kept telling a lie that i am going to tution but i have to go to cafe to know about myself........in school i hardly speak a word ......i stay calm and composed in my own world.......all make fun of me and bully me because they donot know that i have autism.......in home i donot talk or i dont know how to talk or make .my mother, sister and father.... happy ... i always lost in time and space ........when i go to mw relative house i kept seeing the floor and thoughts donot come up or i cant frame thoughts ......all i say is which is concrete or literal ........when i go to tution i remain silent because i am vey sincere......when i talk to my parents they become stressed and tensed .........what to do i donot know where my life is going...........please help