We know each other for almost five years, but our regular communication started in mid 2009. She was good enough to be my friend, so I accepted her. Besides her, I have a few close friends that I know for a decade. In fact, I asked her if she want to meet them when they visit me. She refuses to do so. I didn't pressure her. According to her that she only have a selected friend. I undermined her response. I continued my relationship with her. We were having fun even though I already detected her dark-side. Lately, she is so critical with other women. She constantly talking bad about white women that I ignored consistently until she told me that "white women give sex easily, including black women." I was flattered. Although I tried to shift our topic, she kept blabbering about it. In contrast, I have no idea why she is targeting those two groups. She never told me anything why she hates them. I wish I ask her that time. Her derogatory comments about Caucasian and Black women made me think a little. I wanted to insult her that I cannot dare to blur out. Don't get me wrong, I did try to educated her that every person is different whether she is yellow, green, or purple. In addition, she also talked bad about white men too. To further exacerbate the situation, I am not planning to see her anymore. I deleted her phone number and everything. I decided to exclude her in my life due to her unpredictable behavior. I can't believe I gave up on her. I know that she is capable of thinking positively. She had a higher attainment in college than I do. Therefore, she has no excuses of being a bigot. I rather not to confront her otherwise.
I am not somebody that cannot feel hatred, but I cannot relate to her issues. Also, I can hate specific person which might be for a good cause. She has no white or black friends. I do have. I am familiar with them although only a little fraction of white and black I assimilated with. My main point is that she devastated me slowly. I can't be with friend that is unhappy due to unknown people, cannot stimulate my brain but nastiness, and ego maniac.
Sorry with my grammar. I'm still taking English classes.
We are not lesbian or bi sexual. We were just a friend as childhood playmate.
I asked her once about why she hates white men. She didn't answer me.
I am not somebody that cannot feel hatred, but I cannot relate to her issues. Also, I can hate specific person which might be for a good cause. She has no white or black friends. I do have. I am familiar with them although only a little fraction of white and black I assimilated with. My main point is that she devastated me slowly. I can't be with friend that is unhappy due to unknown people, cannot stimulate my brain but nastiness, and ego maniac.
Sorry with my grammar. I'm still taking English classes.
We are not lesbian or bi sexual. We were just a friend as childhood playmate.
I asked her once about why she hates white men. She didn't answer me.