i want the past back ? before everything went downhill ?

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this kid hit me in the face for no reason on the bus and broke my nose. i had to have surgery on it. i just wish my nose was normal, and everything was fine. like i want my normal self back, but it won't happen. im homeschooled now which i'm happy to get away from that place. my mom was always there for me, at the hospital, when i was a kid, ect like a normal mom. well i haven't been able to spend much time with her lately. i miss it. i have family that lives 600 miles away and i can only visit once per year which sucks. i miss my brother who lives up there. im just depressed overall...missing my family...wanting my old life back....nothings going right in my life anymore and i dont believe it will get better...help..please. i'm 14...i dont know how to cope with this except stay up ALL NIGHT and cry most of the night. and then fall asleep around 6am and sleep my day away and barely have a life.
my moms just at work all the time and i never get to see her. i miss my family thats 600 miles away. i wish i had my normal self back..i know i asked a question similar to this already but i just couldn't help it haha. =[
 
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