Me and a guy once liked each other. He showed interest a lot (he's really loud) for a year but I was quite shy and sometimes ignored him. 
Next year back at school he started ignoring me and whenever I looked at him he'd just stare straight past me, like what I did. After months of this I was sure he'd gotten over me when one day I looked at him walking up the aisle and he slowed down and stared back, but had a sad-ish look on his face before he looked away? The next day he'd turn his head the other way when we walked towards each other and he'd block me to the classroom. I put up an Fb status about moving on which I regretted then 1 week later he put one up about unfair relationships. A friend once said "Hey, where did [my name] go?" and as this guy I like walked past he turned around. After a 2 week holiday he watched me walk in class but I stared straight past him (I don't know why!! ). He's loud in class, acts like I'm not there but had this funny look whenever the teacher said my name. When I passed him in school he'd either not notice me or look down.
Last day of school I sent him a nice message on Fb. 2 entire days later he sent a really nice, friendly reply even though he was online the next morning home alone. A week later after an exam I paused on my way out of the corridor then he came out the classroom giving this big sigh then he saw me and just sort of stood in the doorway looking. I was suprised then walked out. Then we had a long 2 month holiday.
Anyway, it's the first few days back at school. I haven't showed interest this year 'cause it hurts to be ignored by him. I was laughing at talking with a close (male) friend at assembly and crush was nearby. That morning our class was sitting in a circle and passing a sheet around to me and when it got to him he just ignored it and carried on head down with his own writing til some other girl retrieved it. He talked & laughed with a girl next to me. He reffered to the rest of her group (I was the only in the group there at the time) but he avoided looking at "the rest of the group."
So basically he avoids looking at me. Last week he tried to get his (female) friend's attention talking into the fan. He has a lot of friends that are girls.
I wanted to try to talk to him and make friends with him for the sake of not regretting anymore and if he doesn't care, then at least I tried. But I get so put off by how he's just getting on with his life, not caring.
Help?
I'm terrified of moving on after 2 whole years because I like him so much and can't forget him, yet it hurts a lot.
Next year back at school he started ignoring me and whenever I looked at him he'd just stare straight past me, like what I did. After months of this I was sure he'd gotten over me when one day I looked at him walking up the aisle and he slowed down and stared back, but had a sad-ish look on his face before he looked away? The next day he'd turn his head the other way when we walked towards each other and he'd block me to the classroom. I put up an Fb status about moving on which I regretted then 1 week later he put one up about unfair relationships. A friend once said "Hey, where did [my name] go?" and as this guy I like walked past he turned around. After a 2 week holiday he watched me walk in class but I stared straight past him (I don't know why!! ). He's loud in class, acts like I'm not there but had this funny look whenever the teacher said my name. When I passed him in school he'd either not notice me or look down. Last day of school I sent him a nice message on Fb. 2 entire days later he sent a really nice, friendly reply even though he was online the next morning home alone. A week later after an exam I paused on my way out of the corridor then he came out the classroom giving this big sigh then he saw me and just sort of stood in the doorway looking. I was suprised then walked out. Then we had a long 2 month holiday.
Anyway, it's the first few days back at school. I haven't showed interest this year 'cause it hurts to be ignored by him. I was laughing at talking with a close (male) friend at assembly and crush was nearby. That morning our class was sitting in a circle and passing a sheet around to me and when it got to him he just ignored it and carried on head down with his own writing til some other girl retrieved it. He talked & laughed with a girl next to me. He reffered to the rest of her group (I was the only in the group there at the time) but he avoided looking at "the rest of the group."
So basically he avoids looking at me. Last week he tried to get his (female) friend's attention talking into the fan. He has a lot of friends that are girls.
I wanted to try to talk to him and make friends with him for the sake of not regretting anymore and if he doesn't care, then at least I tried. But I get so put off by how he's just getting on with his life, not caring.
Help?
I'm terrified of moving on after 2 whole years because I like him so much and can't forget him, yet it hurts a lot.