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feel when I look at him? My husband left me for someone else last year.They had been having an affair for three years,I had no idea! I was heartbroken and our 2 children were devastated. I know it sounds stupid but 1 of the main reasons I took him back was because I was angry at being left to raise the kids alone. I already had 2 kids when we met. I had no need for more kids but because he wanted them I had his 2 children in my late 30's. I thought I would be able to deal with my emotions and get our lives back on track but it isn't working. Every time I look at him I feel contempt and rage. It seems like he's made the mess and I'm paying the price.He hates discussing the affair and says stuff like 'let's not drag all that up again' The main point is, I just don't love him. I thought I did but I was wrong. I want him to leave but the kids are so delighted that he is back. They will be broken if I make leave but my life is misery right now!