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r2k216
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a lot of stressful things happened in my 1st yr college to the point that im becoming weird and i cant control my self.. it was affecting me so much that i cant join my friends for the mean time because a lot of things are in my head that needs to be sort out. all i know is that i need to fix myself before summer ends. i just don't understand whats going on in me and i feel like im going crazy! then i started researching, i came across mental illnesses i thought i had schizo, bipolar, the thought that i have mental ill. give me mental thoughts. like this like that. it makes me down and conscious around my friends. my thoughts are just crazy, then i try to condition and tell myself its just me.. im just like any other individual who freak out and act down when they think something wrong w/ them.. so little by little i was able to act normal.. i pushed my thoughts away... but did i do the right thing??? coz it seems to me that i suppressed the thoughts.Ive gone to psychs already i just need some advice frm other ppl so no need to tell go to psych