I think I might have a strange fetish of people dying in front of me?

[Red Power Ranger]

Whenever I watch a movie with ... and let me state, it always has to be a girl being stabbed or shot, slowly, oh so very slowly bleeding whilst dying, it makes my insides tingle, and me feel really sexually aroused. I'm a bisexual girl. and I was wondering if you could link me any videos off youtube with this? Or maybe tell me movies where this would occur.. ?

Also, is this healthy?