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I'm 15 and that skill I'm talking about is writing. I really can't tell that I'm really that great or something, my friends and some people who read my works were fascinated and that's it. See, a couple of months ago I wrote a plot on a piece of paper and I lost it. Since then, I've been having anxiety, paranoia, oc about my other works, and I was really having a hard time. So, I gave writing a break since it's the only solution to calm myself whenever anxiety or oc comes.
So now I can say that I'm better, I am no longer having anxiety and stuff. I went back to writing like 3 days ago and I noticed that I was no longer that happy about my works. I was no longer excited or at least positive about my unfinished works. And it kinda bothers me. I've written a couple of poems, yeah, and I'm pretty happy about it. But with my current novels, it's like I'm not happy about it like I used to, I don't feel like writing it. Well, either I completely lost my skill or the story just sucked because I planned it like when I was 12, when I first started writing. I really don't know.
Is it normal since I took a pretty long break? or is it a sign that I should stop writing?
I'm 15 and that skill I'm talking about is writing. I really can't tell that I'm really that great or something, my friends and some people who read my works were fascinated and that's it. See, a couple of months ago I wrote a plot on a piece of paper and I lost it. Since then, I've been having anxiety, paranoia, oc about my other works, and I was really having a hard time. So, I gave writing a break since it's the only solution to calm myself whenever anxiety or oc comes.
So now I can say that I'm better, I am no longer having anxiety and stuff. I went back to writing like 3 days ago and I noticed that I was no longer that happy about my works. I was no longer excited or at least positive about my unfinished works. And it kinda bothers me. I've written a couple of poems, yeah, and I'm pretty happy about it. But with my current novels, it's like I'm not happy about it like I used to, I don't feel like writing it. Well, either I completely lost my skill or the story just sucked because I planned it like when I was 12, when I first started writing. I really don't know.
Is it normal since I took a pretty long break? or is it a sign that I should stop writing?