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hougebun1
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Ever since i was little i was the fat kid. I got tired of that like my freshman year of high school and made the bball team and lost weight. Now i am a senior just getting ready to graduate and (even tho i am much thinner) i am still not happy. i obsess over everything that i eat or do or every pound i gain, This Saturday is prom and i gained a few pounds..i dono how because i am always trying to work out and lose weight not gain it. But anyways...when i saw what the scale said i wanted to cry. Now i am on a major diet to lose weight by prom. It has gotten so bad that i got this juice to drink that you lose ten pounds in two days and today the only thing i ate was a few crackers (until after i got off work and my boyfriend made me eat twice) But its like a constant obsession that i cant get to go away. What do i do?? I cant ever look in the mirror and see me i always see some fat girl looking back at me, but my boyfriend says that somethimes he worries i am TO skinny. I just dont know what to do. He is really really worried about me and frankly, i am too, I want to be happy with who i am for once. Any ideas???