I think I am afraid of sex?

lalallala

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So I lost my virginity at 14 and the guy was 14 also. Of course we were both young. But our relationship was on the rocks since then so I broke up with him. So 2 years later (now) i'm having dreams about being raped and I read online that it means that I had a bad sexual history. But me and the guy are still friends and stuff. I mean I haven't even "done it" since then. Thats how afraid I am. Does anyone know why I am so afraid?
 
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