We both play a game called ROBLOX and we became good friends on there. We eventually got each other's email addresses and since then we've been talking everyday on MSN. It's been 5-6 months now I think and I know he's the same age as me because we've seen each other on webcam and I have seen him on Facebook. I know this sounds weird but I think I love him. We're like best friends and he's told me that I'm clever and nice. He even said that he wishes there were more girls like me in his school. He lives in Canada while I live in England. About a month or two ago, we kinda faded and our conversations weren't as long and fun as they used to be so I told him in the least harsh way possible and he said he saw a movie where two lovers argued and stayed away from each other but couldn't take it anymore and went back together again. I reminded him we weren't lovers and he said he knows. A few days later I told him I loved him by hinting some random things. Then he figured out that I was telling him I loved him. I told him that I know I sounded stupid and that he shouldn't be embarassed but all he said was that he was taken by surprise because a girl has never said that to him. Then I asked him what we should do because this obviously changes things. He said we should ignore each other for a while. After a few weeks I couldn't take it and became friends with him again. He talks to me normally like he did at the beginning but I still can't change the fact that I love him.
One thing is that in between all our conversations he told me about his best friend who he's known since he was a little kid. I added her on MSN and I've talked to her quite a few times and she seems really nice. Also the guy told me that he loved his best friend for four years and she rejected him. I felt bad for him because he kept blaming himself and kept calling himself a jerk. I told him he wasn't and now I still love him. He doesn't love me back .He just likes me as a friend. At the end of our conversations on MSN, we both used to put little emoticons e.g
He sometimes used to put (L) and when I asked him why he did that he said because he loves his friends. I asked him to please stop because putting (L) reminded me of the guy I loved in the previous year so he said he doesn't mind stopping the (L)'s. This '(L)' thing was at the beginning of when we met. Now I've noticed that he's put (L) in 2 of our convos and when I ask him why he did that he said that it was an accident and that he was meant to put a
which is a thumbs-up instead. He hasn't shown anymore signs of liking me more but I can't take it. I love him and I can't afford to lose our friendship by telling him again that I love him.
What do I do?
Please help x
One thing is that in between all our conversations he told me about his best friend who he's known since he was a little kid. I added her on MSN and I've talked to her quite a few times and she seems really nice. Also the guy told me that he loved his best friend for four years and she rejected him. I felt bad for him because he kept blaming himself and kept calling himself a jerk. I told him he wasn't and now I still love him. He doesn't love me back .He just likes me as a friend. At the end of our conversations on MSN, we both used to put little emoticons e.g
He sometimes used to put (L) and when I asked him why he did that he said because he loves his friends. I asked him to please stop because putting (L) reminded me of the guy I loved in the previous year so he said he doesn't mind stopping the (L)'s. This '(L)' thing was at the beginning of when we met. Now I've noticed that he's put (L) in 2 of our convos and when I ask him why he did that he said that it was an accident and that he was meant to put a
which is a thumbs-up instead. He hasn't shown anymore signs of liking me more but I can't take it. I love him and I can't afford to lose our friendship by telling him again that I love him. What do I do?
Please help x