Aight imma explain this the best i can. It might sound stupid but, i feel like I'm nothing. I feel like people dont really respect me, becuz i'm italian. I live in an area where theres mostly hispanics & blacks, and i just feel like being italian is like being white. I almost feel like i'm not proud of myself or sumthing 
I mean i am but i just feel like,im not the shiit. Sounds stupid i know but idk, no one picks on me or tells me things to bring me down about my ethnicity, but i feel like ppl would respect me more if i was like black , or sumthing. And i feel like im white even when ppl know me as italian. I know its crazy to be thinking like that but i just need some advice please, thanks 
I mean i am but i just feel like,im not the shiit. Sounds stupid i know but idk, no one picks on me or tells me things to bring me down about my ethnicity, but i feel like ppl would respect me more if i was like black , or sumthing. And i feel like im white even when ppl know me as italian. I know its crazy to be thinking like that but i just need some advice please, thanks