i really dont know what to do. I'm stuck in a rut. I wish it was in a jeep.

GirlGirl

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but its in love? If it was In a jeep, I could easily get out with a whench. I've never been good with love so I need help.
There's a girl that I really really like. I'm with a girl I thought I loved but it's just never been the same for a long time with her.

I really want this other girl and I know she at least liked me cuz she admitted it at one time. That was a long time ago tho. And we dated for a little while. She told me the whole time I was everything she wanted. She left her girl to be with me. Then when she got everything she wanted out of me she just... left me, like a used Kleenex and told me I wasn't what she wanted and went back to her gf like nothing ever happened between us and like I never meant anything at all to her. AND to top that she still wanted to be real good friends which hurts every time I see her cuz I still want to be with her. And I don't know why because I know I should prolly hate her for it. Whenever we hang out tho I'm just really happy and I don't want it to end.

When she left me I didn't put up a fight or anything I kinda just said ok and let her go, because she said she didnt want me so i didnt think i should fight to keep her. she said it felt like we were still just friends and she didnt want to lose her gf just to have another friend. and she was right i treated her too much like i did when we were just friends. if i could have one more chance i know i could show her how i really feel. I still feel like maybe somewhere insde her she might have feelings for me. But at the same she kinda still uses me. I mean she never talks to me I'm always the one to start any conversation. Sometimes she doesn't respond at all when I talk to her. She only hangs out with me when I'm going off to do something really cool that she wants to get to do but no matter what I do I still can't stop thinking about her or wanting to be with her and I really just don't know what to do at all here.

Do you think I should try to fight to get her back? Or at least tell her how I still feel about her just to see what happens?
 
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