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girl6
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...transgender or am I'm just lonely? I know this isn't so uncommon with gay men but I'll log onto websites and pretend to be a woman. I'll find a guy who'll be interested in chatting privately on YM or MSN and I'll post a pic of a friend of mine and just chat like it was me but they see a pic of a girl. Sometimes they'll be so into me and my interests we'll talk for a while, sometimes, repeatedly for a long stretch of time until a crush is developed. Both ways really.
I think I'm addicted to the flirting and the attention because I feel unattractive as a man to other gay men. I sometimes feel like I wish I was a woman but don't really want to go through surgery or do the whole tranny thing. Besides I think I'd make an ugly girl.
I end up feeling really horrible doing this because the guys totally develop crushes on me as my persona and I on them but I always feel pathetic and deceitful and depressed because it's not really me they want but the woman they see in the pics I send them.
I don't know what to do. I know I should stop but it's a little addictive.
I think I'm addicted to the flirting and the attention because I feel unattractive as a man to other gay men. I sometimes feel like I wish I was a woman but don't really want to go through surgery or do the whole tranny thing. Besides I think I'd make an ugly girl.
I end up feeling really horrible doing this because the guys totally develop crushes on me as my persona and I on them but I always feel pathetic and deceitful and depressed because it's not really me they want but the woman they see in the pics I send them.
I don't know what to do. I know I should stop but it's a little addictive.