I need to rant, but also need help? this is a legit question.?

Cristley

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Okay so here's the messed up story:

I'm 14, there's this guy that I'm pretty sure I'm in love with, I can't really explain what the feeling like but I want to know everytthing about him, his voice give me shivers and it makes me feel better. I think he's adorable and I've err.. 'known' him since I was 10 or 11 and I've only felt this way for about a month. If I'm depressed I know just seeing him will help me. I don't think its lust because I don't think of him in a sexual way, people will see him in pictures and be staring at his crotch and stuff and it creeps me out just a little.

Now your probably like, 'oh that's not messed up' just wait:

He's a celebrity (yes I still feel the same way about him and if you say its just because he's famous I will find you and drop kick you to easter island) he's 33, married and has a daughter. Of course I wouldn't do anything to ruin his marriage because he's happy and two parents is best for his daughter whom he loves a lot. He's pretty much my hero and has been for around four years. Is this just a crazy amount of admiration? Or is it legit love? I think it is. Would I feel better if I met him? Please don't say I'm trolling, I am deadly serious right now.
To have it be a celebrity crush wouldn't I have to care about his looks? I don't. Its not like he's super famnous, I'm pretty sure none of you have ever heard of him. I couldn't give a crap whether he's famous or not, in fact I would perfer it if he wasn't.
It has occured to me that ha acts differently but I don't believe he does,in what he does he has to express himself a lot and some of the stuff he says is amazing. You can't make up the stuff thatg he says.
 
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