I went to stay at my boyfriends this week. The first evening he got back from work he said his ex's car is parked somewhere outside a pub which is only 2 mins away from his house and he is not in a good form. ( she dumped him 2 years ago) after that he said he wants to go for a drive and relax so he left me at home and went for 2 hours..when he got back he said hes hungry so he needs to go get something to eat..then he had it outside in the sittin room ..i was on my own and eventually went to sleep.
Next day he was off so he drove me around a bit. Third day he went to work when he got back he said hes too tired to go anywhere so i had to go out to the chip shop and get my dinner alone.
Last day we were meant to go out but he was working till 11.. however we did go.. i got a bit drunk and misbehaved with him as i had all this in my head .. i expected to have a great time but it turned out into a disaster.
In the morning he was very rude to me and gave out to me for being childish and immature. He thinks iam too mean and he called me a bastaard..and dropped me home. since then he has texted me a few times saying he missed me and i should think aabout it and give it another chance BUT IF WE ARE TO START AGAIN I WILL HAVE TO CHANGE MYSELF.. He grabbed me and forced me against the wall when i wanted to go home.
i dont know if thats what i want, i just didnt want to complain so i kept quiet but getting drunk i just couldnt keep that all in=(
i love him but should i give him another chance?
after he dropped me home.. he went to see his friends.. which kind of explains .. i dont givvva damn..
Next day he was off so he drove me around a bit. Third day he went to work when he got back he said hes too tired to go anywhere so i had to go out to the chip shop and get my dinner alone.
Last day we were meant to go out but he was working till 11.. however we did go.. i got a bit drunk and misbehaved with him as i had all this in my head .. i expected to have a great time but it turned out into a disaster.
In the morning he was very rude to me and gave out to me for being childish and immature. He thinks iam too mean and he called me a bastaard..and dropped me home. since then he has texted me a few times saying he missed me and i should think aabout it and give it another chance BUT IF WE ARE TO START AGAIN I WILL HAVE TO CHANGE MYSELF.. He grabbed me and forced me against the wall when i wanted to go home.
i dont know if thats what i want, i just didnt want to complain so i kept quiet but getting drunk i just couldnt keep that all in=(
i love him but should i give him another chance?
after he dropped me home.. he went to see his friends.. which kind of explains .. i dont givvva damn..