Well, first off let me say this is a tech-related thread in the Life Sucks forum. I request that this not be moved, as it relates more to life than tech.
I have stayed off MMORPG's for a reason, for as long as I have lived:I have never, ever, EVER wanted that kind of cocaine style addiction for a game. It envelops you, and you miss out on other great things. I know a friend who is so hooked on WoW I can barely talk to him over AIM anymore.
Well...Now I have a new addiction, which in many ways, is worse. I became hooked on FreeSpace 2 a few weeks ago, but never like this. It got REALLY bad after I beat FreeSpace 1, and yet again, cried my heart out at the ending.
I spend every waking minute investigating the underlying morals and philosophical beliefs that are inside the game, as well as playing it, and it's 200+ mods.
The multiplayer is GONE...FOREVER. But, the single player campaign is so diverse, I can never stop. There are thousands of different ways to beat a mission, and experimenting gets you everywhere. Different fighters, bombers, weapons, strategies, it goes on and on. It has the highest replay value out of any game I have EVER played, and it's to the point where 2+ runs later, and hundreds of replayed missions later, it's even more fun then when I first got it.
I feel horrible. It has enveloped me.
Any stupid replies such as "Stop playing it u fag!11one!" will be ignored. It's a psychological addiction, I can't just stop playing it. It's to the point where I had an hour long dream where I was flying a Hercules Mark II fighter in heavy combat.
Please...help me.
I have stayed off MMORPG's for a reason, for as long as I have lived:I have never, ever, EVER wanted that kind of cocaine style addiction for a game. It envelops you, and you miss out on other great things. I know a friend who is so hooked on WoW I can barely talk to him over AIM anymore.
Well...Now I have a new addiction, which in many ways, is worse. I became hooked on FreeSpace 2 a few weeks ago, but never like this. It got REALLY bad after I beat FreeSpace 1, and yet again, cried my heart out at the ending.
I spend every waking minute investigating the underlying morals and philosophical beliefs that are inside the game, as well as playing it, and it's 200+ mods.
The multiplayer is GONE...FOREVER. But, the single player campaign is so diverse, I can never stop. There are thousands of different ways to beat a mission, and experimenting gets you everywhere. Different fighters, bombers, weapons, strategies, it goes on and on. It has the highest replay value out of any game I have EVER played, and it's to the point where 2+ runs later, and hundreds of replayed missions later, it's even more fun then when I first got it.
I feel horrible. It has enveloped me.
Any stupid replies such as "Stop playing it u fag!11one!" will be ignored. It's a psychological addiction, I can't just stop playing it. It's to the point where I had an hour long dream where I was flying a Hercules Mark II fighter in heavy combat.
Please...help me.