Ashley Mcarthur
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im 19. when i was 17 i was poppin a few vicodion 500 here and there and a few valium and stuff just for fun with my friend one summer then quit.....after my grandma died october 25,2009, i ended up having an abortion on november the 6th then started with a kidney stone on november the 20th and got prescribed vicodin 500....it would cure the pain and get me high...then i got on percocet 5's and once i passsed the stone i still faked pain..so now i go threw al these tests just to get pills for my un explainable pain and i feel so horrible about. im taking percocet 7.5 now, and this is like my 12th prescription this year...when im not on it i feel lazy, not motivated and angry, when i take it i wanna go shoppin spend money work out, i get all lovey dovey with my boyfriend, and i juss want all this WITHOUT the percocet cuz as of right now i only have 5 left...im also prescribed kolonopin and xanax for depression and anxiety and i dont get the same happy energetic high 
i need to know of a way to be this happy person without the percocet . please help. im not sure if my grandma dying and having an abortion has led me to this, idk but i wanna stop cuz i feel like if i dont take it im not myself. please help and dont be mean .
i need to know of a way to be this happy person without the percocet . please help. im not sure if my grandma dying and having an abortion has led me to this, idk but i wanna stop cuz i feel like if i dont take it im not myself. please help and dont be mean .