Im a submissive, and lately, my sex drive has been out the roof. Ive known that i am a submissive for about 3 years now. Long before i ever had a name for what submissive is, i fantisized about being raped. And it really confused me. Wasnt rape supposed to be a bad thing? But the thing that holds me back from every getting a dom or a boyfriends are my downsides... im overweight. Im lazy. Im socially awkward. Im computer addicted. And i have anger issues. Help, please?