Kasey Blackwell
New member
I'm 27 and so is my girlfriend. We have been together for 2.5 years. I reside in Jersey and she lives in Canada, it's a long distance relationship, and honestly I see her every couple of weeks. We talk every night for hours.
I honestly love her and I am in love with her...we discussed having a life filled with marriage and children. We have met each others families on numerous occasions.
Now here is my dilemma, as of late I have felt anxiety and doubt. I wonder if I'm making the right decision because lately I feel like I have no accomplished all that I need to in my personal life, and that I have dedicated a lot into this relationship, and I feel lost. Also, I am emotionally attached more than my significant other.
Besides that, sometimes when she was around me I would feel bad because I felt like I needed space from her, as sad as that sounds. I sometimes feel like she is the one for me but I happened to meet her at the wrong time in my life. Sometimes I just want to be alone, and it isn't because I like anyone or want to date, far from it.
We have talked and I have told her but I feel so bad and so guilty because she loves me so much, and I feel it's wrong to ask her to wait for me to figure out why feel the way that I do.
Please if anyone understands I would greatly appreciate it.
I honestly love her and I am in love with her...we discussed having a life filled with marriage and children. We have met each others families on numerous occasions.
Now here is my dilemma, as of late I have felt anxiety and doubt. I wonder if I'm making the right decision because lately I feel like I have no accomplished all that I need to in my personal life, and that I have dedicated a lot into this relationship, and I feel lost. Also, I am emotionally attached more than my significant other.
Besides that, sometimes when she was around me I would feel bad because I felt like I needed space from her, as sad as that sounds. I sometimes feel like she is the one for me but I happened to meet her at the wrong time in my life. Sometimes I just want to be alone, and it isn't because I like anyone or want to date, far from it.
We have talked and I have told her but I feel so bad and so guilty because she loves me so much, and I feel it's wrong to ask her to wait for me to figure out why feel the way that I do.
Please if anyone understands I would greatly appreciate it.