I need advice! I don't k ow how to feel or if I should just brush it off!! ?

Okay! There use to be this guy whom I had a HUGE crush on but we were just freinds. We got along great and he never suspected I had a major crush in him. At the Time I was 13 or 14 and I was extemely obese and wasn't pretty at all. Well one summer I told him I use to like him (even though I still did) jut to see what he say and he went bulistic! He started calling me all these names saying I was fat and nobody would ever ESPECIALLy him would ever like me and stopped talking to me. To this day he won't even say hey or even look at me. I've lost alot of weight *sense then and (I hope) am halfway decent looking. I hve a boyfreind now and just kinda never worried about the other boy and just told myself he's a duche an I shouldn't pay attention to him an just put it in the past. Well he and my boyfreind go to school togther and he told me tonight that he almost got into a fight with The other guy. I said why? And he told me that hr started telling him he shoul dump me that I'm still fat and ugly an tht he can do better. Well this really bothered me because it just reminded me of all those times I was bullied in school and of what he told me when I told him I liked him. My boyfreind told me not to worry about it because he a dick and that every time he shows my picture to one of his freinds they will say things like"wow she's so hot" or "damn you picked a good one" (lol) he said that on boy sid he wanted to marry me and he was like woah cmon that's MY girl. But I feel like that might not be true? And even if it is I just kinda don't care becausenow I feel bullied again.. Should I just brush this feeling off? Or am I really still fat and ugly? :(
 
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