I made a tribute box for my aunt but why is it hard for me to look at the photos of her?

[I_love_my_favorite_auntie]

My aunt is in jail. And its hard on me. I went out and bought a DVD box. Took out the index cards and put pictures of my aunt e-mails that she has sent me. I don't know if she's ever going to get out of jail. I pull out the box all the time and look at the photos.