i m hocm patient and m on medication INDERAL10, EPITRIL 0.5 which controls

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my heart beats.how to get pregnant? I detect my problem in 2002 for feeling too week by my family doctor they found some murmurring in my heart beats they send me to the cardiologist. He did ECG,ECHO. then i got to know abt this problem hocm. they tried to give me medicines but i dont felt comfortable after taking the medicine so i stopped by myself. then in 2004 i did almost faint not completly so they did engiography (alcoholic septal)but they said my arteries are so thin they could not even touch that. they prescribed me INDERAL 10 AND EPITRIL 0.5. so from then i m taking these two medicines which helps in controlling my heart beats and even i cant live without them. in 2008 i got married and in 2009 december i got pregnant accidently.i was feeling soo uncomfortable i got blackouts,dissiness,uneven heartbeats my doctor suggest me to do abortion of my two month old baby thats what i did,. but now i really want a baby how do i do . i love babies but scared of having them in my womb plz tell me what should i do????? i m 27 years old