Claire Flemming
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I honestly believe he is my other half. We share common beliefs in EVERYTHING. we understand each other on a level that i never even thought was possible. I can't imagine living a day of my life without him by my side. All i want to do is be around him all the time. He makes me smile and laugh more than anyone i've ever met in my entire life. i honestly feel i would be content if i had no money, no job, no house...nothing...as long as i could be with him.
BUT i don't desire to tear his clothes off. i'm afraid he's my best friend. here's the thing. we definitely have the "spark" or whatever you call it. but what we have is really weird. like we hug for the longest periods of time and i never want to let go. and when we get really into it i can't really describe it but it's like i love him so much i don't feel like i want to have hot and heavy sex. like it's too "sweet". haha i don't know how to explain it other than it's so intimate that i just want to lay next to him intertwined and have him look at me the way he does. because it's this look pure love. like he would never want to be with anyone else but me.
why is it i feel so much love for him that i don't even desire to tear his clothes off. instead i just want to stare at that look he gives me, and his dimples, and hear his laugh, and have him hold me. if you love each other aren't you supposed to have this HUGE sexual desire? is he just like a best friend?
BUT i don't desire to tear his clothes off. i'm afraid he's my best friend. here's the thing. we definitely have the "spark" or whatever you call it. but what we have is really weird. like we hug for the longest periods of time and i never want to let go. and when we get really into it i can't really describe it but it's like i love him so much i don't feel like i want to have hot and heavy sex. like it's too "sweet". haha i don't know how to explain it other than it's so intimate that i just want to lay next to him intertwined and have him look at me the way he does. because it's this look pure love. like he would never want to be with anyone else but me.
why is it i feel so much love for him that i don't even desire to tear his clothes off. instead i just want to stare at that look he gives me, and his dimples, and hear his laugh, and have him hold me. if you love each other aren't you supposed to have this HUGE sexual desire? is he just like a best friend?