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...Please? I am 18 years old and very familiar with death. Though, nothing could have prepared
me for the recent tragedy that has happened in my life. On the night of December 2nd my twin brother was in a single car driving accident. I did not hear the news until the morning of the 3rd when my mom and dad drove 3 hours to tell me in person. I had to stay at college to finish my finals. I've been home for about 2 weeks now and still have 3 to go. Being at home hurts more than being away. I had one 1 hour session with a grief counselor a few weeks ago, but i can't say he helped much. Its easy for someone to imagine what I'm feeling, but ... i want to know others who have actually been in my shoes. I need to know that I'm not alone, and i need to know that this will get better. I cannot continue life if i feel like this everyday. I'm crying as i write this because i really don't know what to do. I'm so lost. My whole life I've been a twin, and now I'm an only child.
me for the recent tragedy that has happened in my life. On the night of December 2nd my twin brother was in a single car driving accident. I did not hear the news until the morning of the 3rd when my mom and dad drove 3 hours to tell me in person. I had to stay at college to finish my finals. I've been home for about 2 weeks now and still have 3 to go. Being at home hurts more than being away. I had one 1 hour session with a grief counselor a few weeks ago, but i can't say he helped much. Its easy for someone to imagine what I'm feeling, but ... i want to know others who have actually been in my shoes. I need to know that I'm not alone, and i need to know that this will get better. I cannot continue life if i feel like this everyday. I'm crying as i write this because i really don't know what to do. I'm so lost. My whole life I've been a twin, and now I'm an only child.