I have never liked anyone in my life as I like him, let's call him Light because he illuminated my life and my heart.
He was the kindest sweetest most caring person I ever met in my life.
We were just colleagues at work but the relationship was much more intense. I felt so much chemistry with him, he was so caring and gentle. No one had ever treated me this way. And I know he felt something too. The looks he gave, the things he said, etc. etc.
Well we stopped working together a few months ago and he probably forgot ALL about me. He meets new women every day. But I didn't forget about him, and everytime I see him, my heart stops for a second.
He probably feels I like him and I think I repulse him. I just hate myself for it. I don't know what I did wrong for him to start hating me. Why does it end like this with every guy I meet?!
I am 26 and never not even once had a relationship. I never kissed a guy, not even hugged a guy.
I hate myself, hate myself for being a useless fly in this world that everybody tries to get rid off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He was the kindest sweetest most caring person I ever met in my life.
We were just colleagues at work but the relationship was much more intense. I felt so much chemistry with him, he was so caring and gentle. No one had ever treated me this way. And I know he felt something too. The looks he gave, the things he said, etc. etc.
Well we stopped working together a few months ago and he probably forgot ALL about me. He meets new women every day. But I didn't forget about him, and everytime I see him, my heart stops for a second.
He probably feels I like him and I think I repulse him. I just hate myself for it. I don't know what I did wrong for him to start hating me. Why does it end like this with every guy I meet?!
I am 26 and never not even once had a relationship. I never kissed a guy, not even hugged a guy.
I hate myself, hate myself for being a useless fly in this world that everybody tries to get rid off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!