it's been a week in a half since michael's passing i've never been hurting like this before everyday i've been crying i don't know why
this is some how more painful then losing my pet colors my bird who died as a baby bird 5yrs ago. i feel so heartbroken, like it's unreal
i've feel so guilty in the past for not getting to know him more i'm only 15 and never really growing up with him like my older brother to be honest i only growing with the native about michael jackson and i admit it i've made fun of michael jackson but "i never called him wacko jacko" i mean come on that is just going to far
just because i made fun of him doesn't mean i didn't like him i mean i do that to celebrity's all the time "just to let you know" well anyway one day i found out that michael jackson was in a band with his 4 other brothers you know the jackson 5 i only knew Michael as the kid in only the jackson 5 i never knew he was the king of pop and what hurts the most is that i was just getting to know him and then when my brother told me he died i was so shock i almost cryed and when i watch the story about michael jackson i was grieving more then ever and since i've haven't been the the same ever since
i was more devastated then my brother
and i just want this pain to go away
so how can i cope with his death
P.S. PLEASE BE UNDERSTANDING BECAUSE I'VE BEEN VERY EMOTIONAL AND IF YOU TELL ME TO JUST GET OVER IT OR MEAN THING I WILL REPORT YOUR ANSWER TO ABUSE
SO DON'T MESS WITH ME
BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO IS UNDERSTANDING AND CARING WILL LIKE TO THANKYOU FOR ANSWER YOU REPECT MY FEELINGS AND I WILL REPECT YOUR FEELINGS OK
AND BY THE WAY I WAS WATCHING MICHAEL'S STORY SO I WOULD GET TO KNOW HIM MORE BECAUSE I'VE DIDN'T KNOW HIM WELL
this is some how more painful then losing my pet colors my bird who died as a baby bird 5yrs ago. i feel so heartbroken, like it's unreal
i've feel so guilty in the past for not getting to know him more i'm only 15 and never really growing up with him like my older brother to be honest i only growing with the native about michael jackson and i admit it i've made fun of michael jackson but "i never called him wacko jacko" i mean come on that is just going to far
just because i made fun of him doesn't mean i didn't like him i mean i do that to celebrity's all the time "just to let you know" well anyway one day i found out that michael jackson was in a band with his 4 other brothers you know the jackson 5 i only knew Michael as the kid in only the jackson 5 i never knew he was the king of pop and what hurts the most is that i was just getting to know him and then when my brother told me he died i was so shock i almost cryed and when i watch the story about michael jackson i was grieving more then ever and since i've haven't been the the same ever since
i was more devastated then my brother
and i just want this pain to go away
so how can i cope with his death
P.S. PLEASE BE UNDERSTANDING BECAUSE I'VE BEEN VERY EMOTIONAL AND IF YOU TELL ME TO JUST GET OVER IT OR MEAN THING I WILL REPORT YOUR ANSWER TO ABUSE
SO DON'T MESS WITH ME
BUT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO IS UNDERSTANDING AND CARING WILL LIKE TO THANKYOU FOR ANSWER YOU REPECT MY FEELINGS AND I WILL REPECT YOUR FEELINGS OK
AND BY THE WAY I WAS WATCHING MICHAEL'S STORY SO I WOULD GET TO KNOW HIM MORE BECAUSE I'VE DIDN'T KNOW HIM WELL