i know im just sex. but i want to be more?

[queenie]

so,i met this guy in the classifieds. we hooked up. hes in a band. when we got together. he mentioned that his ex just moved out. i guess they had problems. so,we went to his place. and had sex. after that we left. he took me home. we have sex about once a week. soemtimes two. anyway on his facebook it says in a relationship.now it says widowed. whats up with that. he invites me to his shows...is that just business? anyway,i went over his house the other day and when we finished having sex. we were talking. then we happened to make this eye contact. it was "right",at least to me, he held it too. what do you think that he was feeling. do you think that if i told him that i would like to go out with him..what do you think that he would say? another question, this guy is about 120 pounds. white. rock star! i am about 270 pounds and black. just thought that would help answer this next question....."he plays with my belly. i guess that he likes it? what do you think? also let me throw in that he has friends that are only white and skinny..white girls. what do you guess that his girlfriend looks like? do you think that he has a fetish for big black girls? also,why is it that this skinny white guy has friends that are skinny white girls......but likes having sex with me? "