So god had a plan for me I discovered through the holy spirit. It was a great plan, heaven and all. Then, I smoked weed one night, and that plan changed, I thought my dad was going to die in 5 minutes, which didn't happen, that's when it started, i started crying, then started getting the picture that if I smoke weed I will make it to my 20's and pass, and I had family with me that night helping me to get through it, and they got that picture too. I go to school with no holy spirit, just a cold, negative feeling of something else in my chest and stomach, and other people painted the same picture. I smoked today, just a couple hits, and it came back. Tell me what's happening?