~Crazy Punk~
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Ten years ago, when I was 16, I had a boyfriend. My boyfriend was a couple of years older, he was about 20. He had a job on a boat going to offshore oil rigs which meant he was away for a few weeks at a time and came into a port about 100 miles away from home each time he was finished.
Well, I ended up getting pregnant to him. I remember texting him to tell him what had happened. He replied telling that he had better things to worry about and that he had also slept with someone else when he was at port one day. I was really upset. I miscarried by sheer coincidence.
Ihaven'tt seen him since but I have never had a boyfriend since. I feel like I can't trust anyone. What makes it worse is I have been told I have Polycystic Ovray Syndrome which means I might not be able to have kids now.
I just feel really alone, I feel like I'll never have a close boyfriend again. I just can't bear to let anyone in. What can I do?
Well, I ended up getting pregnant to him. I remember texting him to tell him what had happened. He replied telling that he had better things to worry about and that he had also slept with someone else when he was at port one day. I was really upset. I miscarried by sheer coincidence.
Ihaven'tt seen him since but I have never had a boyfriend since. I feel like I can't trust anyone. What makes it worse is I have been told I have Polycystic Ovray Syndrome which means I might not be able to have kids now.
I just feel really alone, I feel like I'll never have a close boyfriend again. I just can't bear to let anyone in. What can I do?