I have sinned lots as a Christian and I find it awkward talking to God, what can I do?

Elli

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I am only young so I don't have much experience of Christianity but I know that I have sinned. It sounds like an excuse, but I know that really I have none, but I find it especially hard because I don't go to a Christian School and my dad is Atheist and the rest of my family have followed suit. I swear at school sometimes, and sometimes in my head if I get a shock my brain says 'F***!' I can't help it.
I find it awkward talking to God, I find praying weird, but I don't know why I want to talk to God, I have all these things I want to say in my head but I don't say them, to be honest I'm a bit scared.
I have sinned in other ways too, but there are so many I won't list them.
About a month ago I was talking about it to my mum, and she said that I didn't have to decide yet, I'm only 13 so i shouldn't label my religion yet.
Is there anything I can do to help my situation? I am really stuck for ideas and I am terrified because I kepseeing quotes from the bible in my church hall where I do ballet saying things like 'The only way to please God is through faith.' Please help me! Thank you somuch for reading this, it must have taken you ages. Xx
 
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