Right, I'm 18, I lost my virginity at 15, but I was basically guilt tripped into doing it. Having sex makes me feel physically sick, I have never enjoyed it with anyone, except girls really. I am bisexual, I don't know if that has anything to do with it. I love my boyfriend and I do find him attractive but I hate having sex it just feels weird, and I don't like feeling close to someone like that. I also don't like it when people compliment me, I don't know if that's part of it. I just feel annoyed as my boyfriend thinks sex is a true expression of love but I just feel awkward and weird about it. I also don't really like intimacy like cuddling, spooning or kissing, it seems weird to me.
Please help as I feel like a complete freak.
Please help as I feel like a complete freak.